We can do marvelous things

This is proof that we humans are capable of turning our dreams and imaginations into reality. Proof that we are capable of creating not only masterpieces of art, but also of science.

My coming peacenessness

Next weekend, after this hell bitten week coming up is over...i just want to go on a hike or something. I think i might just turn my phone off, not touch a computer, and free myself. Constant messaging over products, research, notes, hmwk, typing typing typing. I just want to actually feel the sun on my face instead of sitting in the comp lab all day. Next weekend is going to be my weekend. Free of everything that is making me so dam old.

Its official. If theres a god; he is either challenging me...or he plain just don't want me to get a good nights sleep. (sigh...)

LA and the best dance show on earth!! VIBE XV

Well i always have thought of LA as a trash dump. I just kinda look at it and think...that city needs to go. But last friday went down to UCLA to hang and we got lost and saw most of the city...JTown, Little Armenia, Bell Air, Hollywood, China Town, UCLA, and Westwood. It is actually a really diverse and beautiful city. I like how you never see the same restaurant twice...ever. :) Im a food person, and that is so special to have little mom-pop restaurants. Not like Irvine...all franchise. When you look at the city from the roof tops, its really pretty and not noisy like i thought.
Went to VIBE XV....Choreo Cookies won!! Hell yea!! All the teams did so good. But of all the teams, Mike Song's team Abnu Blackops was about the best performance i have ever seen by a dance team. Totally original with spirit. Now its down to buisiness for the next two weeks...labs...tests...and more homework.... :x

scaried

So im sitting here in the computer lab right now, guess i should do my homework but its freaking raining again. good thing i road my bike. So recently i've been getting a little scared about being an engineer. im guessing this is kinda of like wedding chitters, except its me getting the realization that im almost done with me ME degree and only need to finish up my MS degree. Its just kinda scary that its coming so fast. I feel like im not ready, havent learned enough. I feel like i can't be of much help right now in the world, seems like i just can't remember anything, i dont deserve it. Im thinking this will go away after awhile, just my realization that im growing into an adult/engineer and i just didnt realize it. Hope all was worth it

Sometimes

Sometimes we are presented with options. I think i rather over think them every single time. Even little things. We are presented with two paths. But if i take one the other will close forever and never be accessible ever. The new path i take will now reveal more doors, from in which we can only take one of many. I just worry that one day ill take the wrong day and be locked away, on the wrong side, forever wondering what would have happened if i had gone through the other. But sometimes you have to have faith that you are going down the right path, and i guess thats what keeps us moving, believing that we are traveling the path best fit. To think of the other infinite paths is a burden on the present, but sometimes i just wonder what it would have been like to live the other path sometimes.

the world around me

The world around me
it was once full of promise
was once full of dreams
only greed
corruption
decay.
What do you do?
One person.
Our cities could be great,
they could be beautiful,
they could be safe.
People could be happy,
people can be happy,
people can be healthy,
one day.
A nation built on freedoms,
slowly turning itself out,
selling itself out,
killing itself out.
How do we bring back the days,
when i can hope future children will say,
"I'm proud to be an American?",
and not,
"what does it even mean to be American?"
One day this country will meet a fork,
it will have to decide,
travel the path of the Romans,
and die,
or travel the path of change,
and leave the old USA behind.