Tuesday, January 26, 2010

scaried

So im sitting here in the computer lab right now, guess i should do my homework but its freaking raining again. good thing i road my bike. So recently i've been getting a little scared about being an engineer. im guessing this is kinda of like wedding chitters, except its me getting the realization that im almost done with me ME degree and only need to finish up my MS degree. Its just kinda scary that its coming so fast. I feel like im not ready, havent learned enough. I feel like i can't be of much help right now in the world, seems like i just can't remember anything, i dont deserve it. Im thinking this will go away after awhile, just my realization that im growing into an adult/engineer and i just didnt realize it. Hope all was worth it

1 comment:

  1. it will all be worth it. i promise. i felt the exact same way when i got out of school and worked at that blasted chocolate store for a year...

    don't be scared. i know you can do it.

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