So i feel like its come back. From the depth. I was perfect and fine. Last quarter before I could feel it falling apart cause you weren't here. I could feel the feelings slowly edging away, i could feel us actually being on separate continents. I was perfect for the last 2 months (60 days). But i can feel it coming back. You asked me the other day how I am doing...and I don't know. I told you okay, but I don't know. I can feel it leaving slowly. I can feel the distance. How will we be in 90 days? I don't know. I heard this song last night and it made me think of us. I think this song actually made me feel the distance even more. I could feel the emotions of the characters while i watched them sing this song. Though they had different reasons, these lyrics are how i kinda feel.
I know I told you i was 100% okay with you going and staying longer. But the days you made those decisions, a little bit of us i felt vanished. 1 years gone. I just am afraid im building my life around something that may one day not be there.
Landslide: Glee
Heather,Naya And Gwyneth
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