Sunday, March 21, 2010

The End of one....the start of Another

So this quarter for school is now over. Hard to imagine. Those ten weeks always just come and go so freaking quick. So yesterday...to relieve my stress and just relax i started off right after my final by going to the pub with my roomies to celebrate a well deserved break and a late edition of St.Patrick's Day. haha. After a much needed nap me, some of the roomies, and more friends went down to HB to chill over a bonfire, grill some hot dogs, and just chat it up. I so do miss bonfires, haven't been to one in probably over a year since was in denmark last summer. After the bonfire came back to the apartment and played Cranium with me, eric, doris, and jason till the wee hours. Me and Doris were team "Poo"...and of course we won over team "Pee", haha.
So when i say the end of one, start of another. I'm not quite sure what it means. Hard to explain. Last quarter was pretty tough. Lot of homework, test, projects, and stress. But i think overall outside of school i was having one of the most confused periods ever of figuring out what i was doing and who i am. I was always asking for advice, asking roomies if i was doing things right, maybe this...maybe that. Today though i went to this showing called "1040" at my roomie jason's church and i think it kinda helped me centralize myself more and calm the heck down. I'll admit that church is not one of my highlights. I used to go for a little while but thats another story. But today was inspiring and moving to say the least. I think i have been worrying about the wrong things. Been worrying about how i present myself, girls, and just sometimes why things happen the way they do. Kinda made me realize that...not that these things are insignificant, but i think there are other things more important. Those are things that can handle themselves in due time. Things like family, personal growth, and community should be put first. I think overall im a little bit of a confused person. But im searching, and im wondering a bit. In due time i think i will find my way home. Then ill worry about everything else. For now, i think im just going to figure out how to use my compass and figure out where my life is going.

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