Lifes like a box of chocolates....gotta eat what you got

Everyone faces times when things don't go there way. It hurts sometimes. Sometimes you just don't understand why. I feel that you can either take what you are given, make the best of it, improve on it, and live it. Or you can deny it, live in the past, denial and just move on. I used to be just the ladder and try to move on from failures and bad timings. It was the easier path, the one where i didn't have to when my mind was wandering think about what could have been and what had become. I guess it was just easier to bury everything inside. Keep it in the corner of my mind, lock it up and just let it burn itself out. This though seems to be a self damaging cycle, which doesn't go away. It just festers in the corner, waiting to come out at the moment when it can do the most damage. To address something head on can be self damaging in the moment, but at least it doesn't drag itself out and slowly tear you apart with all the questions, and worries it creates.
To let this stuff off ones chest feels better. Thats why i blog. Thats why i write. But to actually talk to someone about my feels, problems or life is a leap of faith. Its just out of the ordinary for me. I know i should say whats on my mind. It feels good, it clears the sky. Im trying to change you see. It takes time. But hopefully i feel that one step at a time. One person at a time, ill get the hang of it. Or rather, hopefully you'll hear me tell you about it.
So im going to live with what i get. Adapt to what im given and enjoy it. Nothing good comes from moping about the past. Live with what you are given and be open to the newer, possibly better opportunities that may come our ways. Thats life i guess in a CA nutshell.